I feel like the universe is screaming out to me to make major change in my life..I’m not the person I want to be and I’m not living the way that I want to.. I’ve gotten so comfortable in my routine that I can’t get out, just like everyone else, but I’m not like everyone else. I just want to live in nature, I want to provide for myself, I want to live peacefully..I want to travel and meet interesting people and see all the beauty the world has to offer..I feel like time is going by so fast and its not being spent making myself happy and I’m not getting any younger. I don’t know what I’m scared of..there’s no reason I can’t just pick up and leave. I have to break free from this hell I’ve trapped myself in.